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Lil' Nugget: Sydney Angela- Is with Our Heavenly Father

Posted Sun, 07/12/2009 - 16:41 — x_mia_x

For Our Lil' Nugget: Sydney Angela

For just those few weeks
I had you to myself.
And that seems too short a time
to be changed so profoundly.
In those few weeks,
I came to know you...
and to love you.
You came to trust me with your life.
Oh what a life I had planned for you!
Just those few weeks...
when I lost you,
I lost a lifetime of hopes,
plans, dreams and aspirations.
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.
Just those few weeks...
It wasn't enough time to convince others
how special and important you were.
How odd, a truly unique person has recently died
and no one is mourning the passing.
Just a mere few weeks..
And no "normal" person would cry all night
Over a tiny unfinished baby,
or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day.
No one would, so why am I??
You were just those few weeks, my little one.
You darted in and out of my life too quickly.
But it seems that's all the time you needed
to make my life richer
and to give me a small glimpse of eternity.

S Erling

Thank you all so much for your prayers and support! We both really appreciate it!

The Secret Life of the American Teenager

Thu, 11/26/2009 - 09:06 — casondra12

Again I'm so sorry, Mia. You'll be in my prayers. The name you picked out for her is beautiful. How have you been doing?

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You're beautiful
Every little piece love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful♥

Thu, 11/26/2009 - 09:04 — MrsJazz

I wanted to check in and see how you're doing Mia. We're still praying for you each day.

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My husband...My hero
~20 weeks and counting~
~Our beautiful little lady, Brylee, will be here April 15, 2010~
~Trista, wife to Adam and proud Air Force wife~

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 16:46 — dreamgirl18

I'm so sorry, Mia. You'll be in my prayers. The name you picked out for her is beautiful. How have you been doing?

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-Lauren <3
"and if it rains on my parade, i'll just dance in it"

Tue, 11/24/2009 - 19:02 — x_mia_x

Thank you so much. Your prayers mean so much to Reggie and I. Our pastor thought it would help bring us some closure and peace if we named her.
I've been doing okay. A lot better lately. Thanks for asking.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Tue, 11/24/2009 - 19:31 — dawn4scifi

Some day when you are in Heaven, you will have an extra child there waiting and She will know how much you loved and wanted her.

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✝ Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things will be given unto you...✝

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 04:32 — SilentxxStrength83

Once again, I would like to tell you how truly sorry I am for your loss, Mia and Reggie. You both are still in my thoughts and prayers and I just know that you two will be blessed with the miracle of life one day. I would also like to say that I think the name you picked out is very, very beautiful.

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~Chasity~

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 15:24 — x_mia_x

Thank you so much. That really does mean a lot to Reggie and I. And thank you. Our pastor thought it would help bring us some closure and peace if we named her.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 16:31 — SilentxxStrength83

You're very welcome. I wish there was more I could do to help.
I think your pastor is right. One day you'll be able to meet little Sydney.

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~Chasity~

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 13:23 — secret_life8

i hope everything is going good with you and Reggie. just know that Sydney is with Jesus in heaven and she's telling Him what she wants her sibling to be like. Just keep praying and God will grant you with the gift of life.

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"A friend walks in when everyone else walks out." ~unknown~
Be a friend to pregnant girls.
Proudly in these clubs:
Waiting, wishing i waited, belive in waiting & Prolife
"For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that everyone who belie

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 15:25 — x_mia_x

Thank you so much. We know our precious little Sydney is up there doing just that! That is what keeps me going.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 13:21 — hifive123

Again, I'm so sorry Mia! I really love the name

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Friends-Ross and Rachel forever! Chandler and Monica, Phoebe and Mike, and Joey would never settle down.
"We were on a Break!"~Ross Geller
No one deserves to be an orphan! Give those children a better life! Chinese Adoption <3

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 15:26 — x_mia_x

Thank you so much for your continued prayer. It means so much to Reggie and I. And thank you, our pastor thought it would help bring us some closure and peace if we named her.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 09:06 — MrsJazz

I hope you're well Mia. You're still in our thoughts and prayers. Remember, I'm here to listen if you need me. Just use my email if you can't find me here.

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My husband...My hero
~20 weeks and counting~
~Our beautiful little lady, Brylee, will be here April 15, 2010~
~Trista, wife to Adam and proud Air Force wife~

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 15:27 — x_mia_x

Thank you Trista. Your prayers really do mean so much to Reggie and I. And thank you for that as well. I will remember that.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 04:58 — RunFastDance2

oh Mia the name is beautfiul! she is up there waiting for you to come home to her one day

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Hey im Eli
*insert other signature info here*

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 15:28 — x_mia_x

Thank you so much. Knowing that is what is keeping me going.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 22:06 — dawn4scifi

I like the name you picked for her. You will meet her someday.

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✝ Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things will be given unto you...✝

Wed, 11/18/2009 - 15:29 — x_mia_x

Thank you Dawn. Our pastor thought it would help bring us some closure and peace if we named her.
Knowing that is what is keeping me going.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 18:34 — xTSN2008x

Hi, Mia. The poem you posted is absolutely beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes. I hope you and Reggie are doing all right. The two of you are still in my thoughts and prayers.

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Sarah&Tom ~ August 16, 2008

"When you're a mother, you just love somebody. That's it." -For Keeps
Nathan James ~ April 3, 2004
Nemo is coming! ~ 13 weeks

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 18:40 — x_mia_x

Thank you Sarah. My sister found it for us. And thank you for the continued prayers. It means so much to Reggie and I.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 18:47 — xTSN2008x

You're very welcome. I wish I could help more.

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Sarah&Tom ~ August 16, 2008

"When you're a mother, you just love somebody. That's it." -For Keeps
Nathan James ~ April 3, 2004
Nemo is coming! ~ 13 weeks

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 18:33 — maggiemay94

Mia, I love the name! I hope you and Reggie are starting to feel better.

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"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain."
♥ RIP Miss Kristy. 4/29/69-5/6/09 ♥

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 18:39 — x_mia_x

Thanks Maggie. Our pastor thought it would help bring us some closure and peace if we named her. I wasn't far enough along to know the gender but I felt like it was a girl so we went with that.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 18:43 — maggiemay94

You're welcome. I've heard of people doing that and it seems like it helps. Little Sydney is always watching over you, Reggie, and your future children.

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"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain."
♥ RIP Miss Kristy. 4/29/69-5/6/09 ♥

Thu, 11/05/2009 - 19:13 — KateinCA

I could write you a lengthy poem or letter offering my condolences for you and your husbands loss....but I find two words just very appropriate to sum it all up....I'm sorry.

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To Write Love On Her Arms
Love Is The Movement
Stop The Bleeding
Pick Up the Phone 1-800-SUICIDE
The vision is hope, and hope is real.

I'd rather die believing there is a God and find out there's not then die denying He exists and find out there is

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 18:31 — x_mia_x

Thank you so much. Those two words mean so much to Reggie and I.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Wed, 11/04/2009 - 16:00 — mermaidgirl5

Mia I'm so sorry. Your little nugget will come to stay soon though.

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Senior Power!! ~Class o' 2010~

Colonel: Latest firing stock. What do you think, Doctor?
Doctor: [wearing a gas mask] Are you my mummy?
Colonel: [annoyed] If you could concentrate...

David Tennant is my Doctor!

Sun, 11/15/2009 - 18:30 — x_mia_x

Thank you so much.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Wed, 11/04/2009 - 13:12 — Charlette Clayt...

That poem made me cry
I hope you are doing a little better!

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~Remembering our tiny little angel~ 10/21/09

My beautiful son entered the world April 8, 2009

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:33 — x_mia_x

Thank you very much!

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:39 — MrsJazz

Very welcome. You can reach me there anytime you need to chat and I'm not around. I also wanted to extend an invite to a forum. It's for exactly what you're going through and the ladies on there are very strong and helping each other. I've been contimplating whether or not I should share it with you, and in the end I decided I should. But, if you're not interested, of course you can overlook this It was something I found and thought you might like to see you're not alone at all.

http://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/4236699/ShowForum.aspx

If you would like to lurk and see what it's all about. Hopefully it's ok I've posted this.

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My husband...My hero
~20 weeks and counting~
~Our beautiful little lady, Brylee, will be here April 15, 2010~
~Trista, wife to Adam and proud Air Force wife~

Tue, 11/03/2009 - 18:03 — x_mia_x

It is totally okay. Thank you. I have actually been lurking on that one and a few others I just am not really sure if I want to join one. Thank you again.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Tue, 11/03/2009 - 19:32 — MrsJazz

That seems to be the best one I've seen. And, everyone just supports one another. The ladies are super nice. I've talked to a few. I'm just glad it was ok to post that. I hope you and Reggie are doing ok. Remember I'm always here for a chat, even if you get in touch by email.

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My husband...My hero
~20 weeks and counting~
~Our beautiful little lady, Brylee, will be here April 15, 2010~
~Trista, wife to Adam and proud Air Force wife~

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 21:15 — Unit7

Of course its not ok. Its against the rules!

*shrugs*

But I have always gotten the feeling that they really don't care and just go through the motions and suspend the odd person as to show they are still in control

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"You All Everybody! You All Everbody!" - Charlie
fanfiction account Unit7

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:23 — MrsJazz

Mia, how have you been? I know I haven't been on much. I wanted to check in if you're still online.

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My husband...My hero
~20 weeks and counting~
~Our beautiful little lady, Brylee, will be here April 15, 2010~
~Trista, wife to Adam and proud Air Force wife~

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:27 — x_mia_x

I have been okay I guess. I am so glad Adam is home safe and sound. And yes, I will be on for a little longer.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:29 — MrsJazz

I know it can't be easy. Thank you, I am too, once I didn't hear from him I was worrying. I'll post my email here in a second I want to double check I have the dot mil site right before I do.

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My husband...My hero
~20 weeks and counting~
~Our beautiful little lady, Brylee, will be here April 15, 2010~
~Trista, wife to Adam and proud Air Force wife~

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:30 — MrsJazz

MrsJazz@gimail.af.mil

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My husband...My hero
~20 weeks and counting~
~Our beautiful little lady, Brylee, will be here April 15, 2010~
~Trista, wife to Adam and proud Air Force wife~

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 15:05 — quia

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:09 — x_mia_x

Thank you.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 13:28 — dare_2dream1996

Mia im so sorry

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here we go PHILLIES! <3

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:10 — x_mia_x

Thank you.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 08:33 — RunFastDance2

Mia thats a beautiful poem! My heart is breaking with yours, im seriously tearing up typing this. I am here for you in any way i could be

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Hey im Eli
*insert other signature info here*

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 18:10 — x_mia_x

Thank you so much. That is so kind of you and I really appreciate it.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sat, 10/31/2009 - 19:15 — x_mia_x

For Our Lil' Nugget

S Erling

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sat, 10/31/2009 - 19:20 — maggiemay94

Aw, that's such a good poem. Seems so true.

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"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain."
♥ RIP Miss Kristy. 4/29/69-5/6/09 ♥

Sat, 10/31/2009 - 19:52 — x_mia_x

It is. My sister sent it to me.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

Sat, 10/31/2009 - 20:00 — maggiemay94

That was nice of her. I love how true the poem is.

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"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain."
♥ RIP Miss Kristy. 4/29/69-5/6/09 ♥

Sat, 10/31/2009 - 09:05 — GraceLynn

Mia-
I am so so so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking as I read this post. You will get your blessing soon, until then we are praying for you and Reggie.

—

GraceLynn and Jeff
and
Our Princess Jillian

Sat, 10/31/2009 - 19:14 — x_mia_x

Thank you. Reggie and I both really appreciate that.

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~Mia and Reggie~
*Our Lil' Nugget is with our Heavenly Father*

Forever God is faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever

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