and just so you know. im not acting weird. it makes my dad happy when i clean for him, and ive lost like 10 pounds and im trying to put it back on so no one especially brad notices.
I'm sorry, but there usually isn't much you can do when someones heart is broken. and I don't know what is up with Brice as soon as he stopped throwing up he went and started drinking again. he still isn't home either.
my heart is broken. thats whats wrong. it hurts to breathe, i cant eat. i cant sleep. i have so much stress going on even without a broken heart that i am ready to just give up.
what the hell i made this but it was under my name???
hey its me. i changed mine too.
and idk wtf is going on. this thing is retarded.
yea idk whats going on with this
and just so you know. im not acting weird. it makes my dad happy when i clean for him, and ive lost like 10 pounds and im trying to put it back on so no one especially brad notices.
alright
do you get sick of people worrying about you all the time?
yeah tho i dont have many people to worry about me but the ones that do drive me nuts
thats how im starting to feel.
i wish brads parents would come home early.
yeah how old is brad? why couldnt he stay home by him self?
hes broken from the crash i think i told you about remember? hes in a wheelchair. he just turned 17
oh yeah i remember that now
how long is he in a wheelchair for??? i thought he was older idk why
not long. i sure hope hes healing fast. i cant stand this.
yeah he sure doesnt even act 17 sometimes.
i know how u feel i am taking care of nikki still
how is she doing?
she is doing good
she is basically good from the surgery but she still has a fractured leg and it is in a cast
oh well thats good
tell her hi for me
yeah
she says hi
She probably wont be on today. She had a bad night.
Brice won't be on either, he is sick. well he drank himself sick.
That must be fun. Syd drank a lot too last night. That [filtered word] broke her heart again and now I get to deal with it.
I haven't had to deal with him because I can't with my leg, so Paige has been taking care of him. he is doing better now.
Yeah I feel bad because I can't do much for her.
I'm sorry, but there usually isn't much you can do when someones heart is broken. and I don't know what is up with Brice as soon as he stopped throwing up he went and started drinking again. he still isn't home either.
well im going to have a talk with him then. cuz something is up if hes doing that.
and im fine. im alive. brad is just overly protective
im fine nothings wrong i am just having fun
mhmm sure
iim fnie
your drunk. thats not fine brice
im fin edont worry abuot me im sobering up
yeah then youll drink more.
no im ddone drinking
sure
im about to start myself. but i dont plan on stopping
why are you drinking
She is in the hospital. She wont talk, I don't know why she was.
why is she in the hospital
Her drinking.
did she get alcohol poisoning?
Yeah. It was really bad. She is home now.
did they pump her stomach? and its good that she is home now
no they didnt okay im fine there is nothing wrong with me.
sure theres not, cuz getting drunk to the point of alcohol poisoning says that everything is perfect
yep sure does.
whats wrong sydney
my heart is broken. thats whats wrong. it hurts to breathe, i cant eat. i cant sleep. i have so much stress going on even without a broken heart that i am ready to just give up.
im sorry, but u cant give up that wont make things better
sorry i havent been on much one of my friends is in the hospital and when he gets out he is going to jail so i have been trying to help him out
i dont really care at this point.
oh wow. its okay, i havent been on much either cuz ive been dealing with drama with my mom
just dont do anything stupid alright
yeah
sorry ur dealing with drama with ur mom i know what its like and it [filtered word]
cant promise anything
i told her i dont want to live with her anymore and i just saw her for the first time in like 4 days
my mom has been calling me everyday and showed up at my work and made a complete scene because i wouldnt go out and talk to her
wow. bummer