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My favorite celebrity
Shalieene Woodley
My favorite show
The Secret Life of an American Teenager
Something I want you to know about me

I am 14 years old and I just had my precious baby girl Emma. 10 months ago when I was around 13 and a half, i got raped by a guy I had known for a few months. I thought he was nice... but I only thought of him as a friend and he thought of me in a different way. When I told him this.. he freaked out and raped me.. when I found out I was pregnant I completely freaked out. I was going to go get an abortion right away(even though I didn't want to.) I was just soo scared that people would judge me. And how would I tell my parents? Or my boyfriend. I loved him and didn't want him to dump me. So I was at the abortion clinic, and I saw all these girls in the waiting room looking sooo sad and I was thinking "Why are they sooo sad?" but I was sad too. I was sitting there thinking, " Wait a second why should I kill this baby? I was raped, thats not my fault or the babies fault. That is the guys fault." I was NOT about to kill MY baby because it was concieved through rape, it was still MY baby. I ran out of that abortion clinic crying, horrified at what I was about to do. Even though my baby was never supposed to happen, and she was supposed to be bad thing, that bad situation was turned into a blessing. My parents understood and supported me, my boyfriend who is 17, totally understood and loves me, and is acting like he is Emma's daddy. I got a job at a grocery store. And the guy who raped me, is behind bars.
Don't have sex till you are married, please there is always a chance of a std or hiv. You do 1 thing wrong and your pregnant.
And whatever you do, please, NEVER GET AN ABORTION!!! Your baby really is a blessing. Even if you dont want the baby, over 2 million couples are waiting to adopt on the United States.
If you have any questions on my teen pregnancy, or anything like that, please let me know. I would love to answer them and hopefully help you.
~*~ emmas_mommy~*~

My favorite quote

Some bad situations in life turn out to be a blessing in disguise.

My favorite bands
hawk nelson,Relient K, and We the Kings
My top 3 people I admire
my mom and dad and my boyfriend

History

Member for
43 weeks 4 days